Where Are You??

Life is full of ironies. And nothing illustrates this better than me myself.

I always believed that you must possess it when you are speaking. And for time immemorial, I have been insisting on it's importance. 

Yet, I find myself lacking in it. Lacking miserably. Lacking horribly. Lacking badly. :-( :-(

It seems I never possessed you.

This is the time when I need you the most. Yet, I don't have an iota of you.

Why don't you be my companion?? Why can't I summon you when I need you? Why do I find you far away when you should be close to my heart? Why do you seem so unreachable when I want you to be my trusted companion?

Confidence, where are you???